My worst worries were actually during treatment, especially during follow-up with my doctor. What if my blood count is low? What if I have a fever? That means I can’t go for chemotherapy and the date of the final treatment is delayed.

The thought of recurrence does come to mind occasionally. It always frightens and frustrates me. I vented my frustrations on my loved ones and that made me even unhappier. Then I decided to lead life positively. OPTIMISM IS THE MEDICINE!

I am very afraid of a recurrence, as my risk is much higher than any normal person. However, I live one day at a time because no one can predict the future.

My entire family was very supportive. My dad even stopped working to keep me company during my treatments. Sometimes I got friends to accompany me during therapies. It is very comforting to have someone there whom I can talk to and distract me from the pain. Adversity is the true test of love and friendship.

“Is it contagious and will it spread to me?” That would be an inconsiderate thing to say.

Most patients feel inferior of themselves when they see friends physically fit and active. That’s a normal reaction because as a young person we want to have fun. You can still enjoy yourself; you just need to be more careful. In fact I still go for outings in the park with my family, and even karaoke at the community center where it is smoke-free and less crowded. Our immunity is low, so avoid crowded places to prevent from getting an infection.

Some are upset by the hair loss, especially girls. If you have long hair, do cut it shorter before your treatment so that you do not get too upset when your hair starts to fall. It will also be easier to put on a wig when your hair is short.

Do get yourself a wig before your treatment starts. Get someone whom you can trust with to go you when choosing your wig. It is important that you are comfortable with it as you are going to wear it until you no longer need it.

After treatment is over, eat plenty of fruits and vegetables like tomato, apples, carrots and broccoli and exercise regularly. They have anti-cancer properties. You can find out more information from the Internet. Rest when you are tired. You need good health to keep living! Remember to SMILE always and keep a positive mind about the future.